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December 2011

Day 3: The best day

Hmmm the best day of 2011. That is actually a hard one for me to think of sadly. I think the best day in 2011 for me was the day I took Snowcone to the movies. Yes it seems lame but a lot of stuff happened that day. I went to a florist and picked up a blue rose, lame I know, but she was having a bad week at summer school. I wore a white button up, my Louis Vuitton cuff links, a black cardigan and jeans. She was wearing a blue dress that I bought for her, a Louis Vuitton necklace and hand purse. Why did we get so dressed up for the movies? I have no idea and still don’t remember why, but it was fun to see each other dressed up.

I borrowed my friends BMW 325i (thanks Elliot) and picked her up at around 6 and drove to Fashion Valley. At this time it was sunset and we walked into the movie theater and watched Transformers 3. We looked really out of place among all the little kids, teenagers and middle aged men, but we still had a lot of fun. After the movie we walked out and went to Roy’s in Downtown San Diego. We had a view of the ocean and it was really romantic and cute. We walked around the Gaslamp district, going into art galleries, enjoying each others company and being weird.

It was nearing midnight and we were walking towards the valet, the valet brings me the car and inside was the blue rose sitting on her chair (thanks Josh) and when she saw it, her eyes lit up. She picked the rose from the chair and looked at me. I walked over and hugged her, whispering in her ear, ‘Don’t worry, it’s just school.’ She looked up, and leaned up to me standing on her tiptoes and we kissed. It wasn’t our first kiss, but it was definitely the one that really makes me happy, even to this day. 

Dec 24, 2011
Day 2: Relationships

Oh boy…relationships. This is going to be fun. Hmmm where should I start, I’ll start with M. 

M, you put me through hell mentally and physically. I’ve never felt that one for anyone before you and I’m reluctant to feel that way for a while because of what happened. First there was Prom, all the ‘groundings’, the fact that I never saw you and a million other things. Safe to say, I don’t harbor any resentment or anger for you anymore. I want to be friends again, but I know deep down it’ will never be the same between the us. I know I will feel jealousy towards anyone that dates you, but I know I am done and hopefully won’t look back on this for a while.

Snowcone, you gave me one of the best summers I’ve ever had. I actually started smiling at the thought of us. I know I was stupid for breaking up with you, but it was for the better. We had an amazing time together, Comic Con, Del Mar Fair, Movies, your house, Dead or Alive, Tekken, it was so much fun. I still feel regret for leaving and giving the lamest excuse ever ‘school’. I wish we were still friends, but we never talk anymore and I guess it is for the better. Thanks for the best summer ever Snowcone, I’ll remember the short amount of time we had together. 

Dec 23, 2011
A few things you will never forget in 2011

A few of my many things I will never forget from 2011….hopefully

-Summer specifically snowcone

-First real job

-Dancing

-The start of college

-The friends I met in college

-And finally the friends in high school that will hopefully be with me for a while longer. 

Dec 22, 2011
2011 Reflection Challenge

Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2011.
Day 2: Relationship(s).
Day 3: The best day.
Day 4: The worst day. 
Day 5: The most memorable moment.
Day 6: Your best friend(s).
Day 7: Your birthday.
Day 8: The funnest getaway.
Day 9: The end of last school year/the beginning of this one.
Day 10: New Year resolutions.

Dec 22, 20114,705 notes
Great I'm thinking about my past, bring on the late night depression
Dec 16, 2011
When I try to do the dougie and/ or cat daddy

potterkatnissfan-92:

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Reality:

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Dec 16, 201174 notes
Krumping is one of the coolest and scariest things I've done
Dec 15, 2011

I was thinking that if you wear a lanyard you can tape things on the inside of the lanyard and take it with you to the test. I wonder if that would work….

Dec 15, 20111 note
When you hit the dougie.

cloudkevin:

omgxjaaaay:

Expectations :

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Reality : 

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omg someone made a GIF of my video. 

Dec 15, 2011160 notes

I’m glad I only have one more final, I can finally just shut down and phase out the world for a month, but I know I’m not going to. I’m over all of this shit, exes, depression, anger, sadness, and failure. All of this is too much for me, I just want to switch off and leave the room. How? I have no idea, my parents are going to explode when they see my grades, and I’ll feel even more like this.

I just want one day when I turn off my phone, computer, and TV. I want to go somewhere, somewhere I can get my head straightened out and can actually think without something else popping up.

I hate this shit

Dec 15, 20111 note

You know what sucks? When you come home from a good night and see your ex’s picture on facebook and then you feel sad because you realize what a good thing you had and how pretty they are and how another person has them. Yeah that really puts a stopper on your night. 

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I’ve finally cleared my mind and told you I would come back when I said I was thinking straight, but now I’m reluctant to. I’ll wait a little longer to see how I feel, but I’ll be back soon, probably before Christmas but I’ll be back. Hopefully you don’t worry about me and care more about college. See you then

With love

Dec 4, 2011
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